Ok, so usually I write about how different I am and how we need to stay positive.
…Well, I don’t feel positive today and I don’t feel tough. This is the first time in my life where I feel truly ”sick.” I feel out of the loop, like I don’t fit in and I can’t keep up. I want to be able to do things normal people do. Please help me in my moment of weakness. Please forgive me for my thoughts.
To all of you with parents who don’t understand how your disease affects you, I’m here for you. Feel free to ask me questions. I understand what you’re going through. I know how it feels to care about someone even when they are incapable of holding your hand while You’re scared, hurting, worried-especially when they should. There are so many reasons why its possible they can’t help you.
Let’s talk about it..